How the hell are ya? I'm Blaise and this blog is my connection to the world I'd like to belong to if my ex- girlfriend wasn't a few months pregnant w/ our first child. Because I refuse to be a deadbeat Dad, I am sticking around this Land of Inopportunity to be a positive influence in the child's life and to support my baby's mama throughout her pregnancy...the only problem is said mama feigned like she was pro-choice, and I suspect quit taking the pill after I broke up with her, luring me into post-breakup, sexual encounters at my weakest moments, often in the wee hours of the morning when I was drunk and horned up. In fact, I'd bet a handsome sum of $ that he was conceived on NYE. So I'm trying to reconcile the fact that I want to be the world's #1 SuperDad with the fact I'm trapped in a small WV town and relationship whose candle burned out long ago...and this blog will hopefully be of some assistance with that.